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A trip to New Winchester Indiana and beyond
My friend Eileen and I were on our way to Cloverdale, IN to photograph flowers at Hilltop Orchids (which will get its own post later) and we passed through New Winchester along the way. There are some deserted homes there that just beg to be photographed and we were there to oblige.

This place is at the corner of highways 36 and 75. I’ve been by there several times and always wanted to stop. This was the time. That building to the left was probably a convenience store and perhaps a gas station. A house is to the right.

Buildings like this seem so much more attractive to photographers than homes presently occupied and taken care of. Perhaps part of the attraction is that lives were shaped in these places at one time and what happened to the people remains a mystery.

I find that the way I shoot, the windows remain largely opaque giving only a hint of what is inside. Technically it would not be a problem to show inside detail but this is a metaphor for me – looking through the window into the past and the past remains a mystery.

This place is out in the country.

Who slept there? Who dreamed their dreams there?
A simple spirituality: Part 4
Spirit and seeing, spirituality and photography. I believe that each nourishes the other. Right, but how does that work? How do they fit together and nourish one another?
This is one of those things I know to be true but it is mysterious and I find it difficult to put into words. I’ll begin by repeating what I have written before about the nature of spirituality. Here’s the working definition:
‘the pattern of beliefs, attitudes and feelings about the Sacred and the world – a pattern that defines who you are at the profoundest level.’ (From Skylight Paths, Who Is My God?: An Innovative Guide to Finding Your Spiritual Identity, Skylight Paths Publishing; March 2004, p5)
This is essentially the definition of personality with the addition that the Sacred is placed at the center. Viewed most broadly, an individual’s spirituality is always a part of what that individual thinks or does. It doesn’t have to be a thought or an act with spirituality actively in mind, it is there whether we recognize it or not. In an important way then, our spirituality as well as our personality colors and frames the way we think and behave. Of course there are times when we don’t act according to our best spiritual selves. The apostle Paul made this point when he wrote
We know that the law is spiritual; but I am carnal, sold under sin.
I do not understand my own actions. For I do not do what I want, but I do the very thing I hate.
Romans 7: 14-15
I would be surprised if all major religions did not share this lament. So we don’t always act according to who we are at the profoundest level.
In my simple spirituality, everything is interconnected. God is in all, all is in God. So when I go out to shoot, there is a strong sense of wonder at God’s creation. Looking through the viewfinder of a camera intensifies that sense of wonder. I see this most strongly with close up, or macro, photography.
Getting close to a flower opens up a new world. Flowers are small, and if we think of the distance between our eye and the bloom in terms of diameters of the bloom (e.g. this flower is half an inch across) we are almost always at least 10 diameters away and more often, when we are walking past them, perhaps hundreds of diameters away. So when we are close we see a lot more of what the flower is about. And there is more to it. We aren’t just close, we are looking at it through the viewfinder which considerably restricts our field of view. If we are close enough, we see just the flower and little, or nothing, else. A sense of wonder is then all but inevitable.
But the sense of wonder is not restricted to just flowers. A flower just provides one good example. Looking closely at a flower readily gives rise to wonder in just about anyone. Most things we see, hear, feel or otherwise sense can be a source of wonder. The quote from Meister Eckhart in the banner at the top of this page says it very well:
This then, is salvation: to marvel at the beauty of created things and to marvel at the beauty of their Creator
What feeds wonder in me probably wouldn’t be the same as it would be for you. That’s why we could stand next to one another with cameras and come back with different portfolios.
I believe that sense of wonder is an expression of spirituality. It is God in me seeking God in the world. So is it surprising that spirituality would nourish photography? Or that photography nourishes spirituality? I’ll write more on this soon.
Creative typo
My brother and I spent part of yesterday at Fort Harrison State Park. A couple who were out for a walk stopped and asked what I was photographing. I replied ‘Anything that will stand still long enough’ which is true enough that it didn’t seem to require any further explanation. 
What I was really doing would have required a bit more conversation but would probably have been worth the time to say it. I was out wondering. Not wandering, but wondering.
About a year ago I was emailing back and forth with a friend. I was intrigued by a photograph she had done and asked how she got it. She was busy doing other things and wasn’t paying attention to what she was typing and she wrote that she was ‘wondering’ around and saw the image. That word ‘wondering’ captures it for me. It was a typo but when I pointed it out to her and how great a choice of words it was, she agreed and now she goes wondering too. Or maybe we’ve been wondering all along and didn’t know it.
Wondering. Sometimes that leads to seeing something we might not have noticed before and sometimes it means asking ‘I wonder what will happen if I move the camera during the exposure?’ or try some other creative technique. That is what I was doing yesterday beside Fall Creek. Most of the images weren’t very interesting but some were, at least to me.
It’s time to go out again. I wonder what I’ll see?









